Screw character modeling >o< i can't do it!

Whenever i try i fall flat on my face ;-; i just can't seem to get it to work...and all of my classmates are making this amazing things all around me DX and all i can do is weapons....weapons aren't going to get me a job as a 3d designer D:<

Stupid project.....

Atleast i can wish Nokie a happy birthday after this class gets out....and maybe i'll make something to make me feel better...

Well i decided to finally pursue the character aspect of this art i dabble in. First off i need to learn how to do hair ^^ and i have got to say while it is easy to put hair in.....it is hard to make it look good x_x

But meh it new to the program that i use so even the teacher can't help me =/ so trial and error till i get it right.

Though i am not going to make a character model like the Samuria again...least not this year. So i will be using bi-peds

Starting to lose that drive again =/ i just can't seem to get any NEW ideas in my head....maybe i will start making fan art work ~_~ certainly couldn't be any worse then staring at my screen trying to come up with new ideas.....

Well as i have said in a few of my last post i joined a Bleach site a friend of mine made. It's a story completely seprate of the actaul series allowing you to make your own char and stuff =3 even your own Zanpakuto @w@

Well on the site i am Nyterage Igorek Captain of Sqaud Six and weilder of Hanashiru. All ready i have made a few swords for the people on the site and i can tell once the place really starts going i will be busy again ^^

[link] so here is the link if you want to check the place out =3 hope to see you there.

bitter sweet victory =o

i have 300 views....but my class oficaly end this morning T_T

So ja unless i can find time out side of class to get in there things will be kinda slow till next year, but hey i am sure i am going to get in there ^^ even if i have to twist some arms to do it.

=3 i got my drive back and i refuse to have it dampend by the fact that i can't get in D:< i will even stay after school if i have to!